2018/4/14. One world what I used to see I don ’ t know the world , I only know one world what I used to see. If I see the world through anger emotion , one world is red. If I see the world through joy emotion , one world is yellow & pop. The world is fixed , only my emotions are moving. If my emotion is fixed as angry , one world is fixed as red. Emotion affects one world. There are some ways to see the world as real. If I see through relaxing , it ’ s one way. When I was working on full time , I often got tired. If I see the world through tired , one world is solid & cold. Solid & cold world makes me feeling more tired. I was caught in this world. The world is medium , and one world is flexible & warm when I am relaxing. #This is only diary. Next I want to write about foreign affairs or world economy.

2018/4/12.  Small fine… I became small fine. And I started twitter again! @KouheiT10 is my account!

2018/4/7.  What is the signals of dismissal? I feel regret for dismissal of my job… And I try to study this experience for my future… What is the signals of dismissal? 1 ) Lonely launch I often take launch lonely… 2 ) Being aloof by the person who like rumors Person who like rumors , has been aloof from few months ago. 3 ) Shifting of company ’ s systems The company did shrink the laboratory. 4 ) Losing energy for job I often lose my energy on working. This is by my special skill , I feel other people ’ s bad faith whether he/she is near or not. 5 ) Boss looks to me as bug or error in laboratory Boss doesn ’ t like me , looks me as bug in laboratory. #Of course , I am not perfect human.  So I may have done critical failure.

2018/4/5. Alive... Alive hardly... I noticed that full time job with learning other skills is difficult for me... And I feel still sad about firing me. I need some terms for developing my App. And my app will be good sales or not , is like gambling. Maybe I need another job for life. Thinking as real , I cannot work full time job. Thus , I need some assets which put money in my pockets. For example , stocks and App. Or it ’ s good starting cloud works. Cloud works means that it provides works without meeting. Part time job on PC.

2018/4/2. I am fired... So bad... Unfortunately , I am fired... I feel so bad... My boss recommended that I go to another company. I am so sad...

2018/3/31. Swift Programming: Good process makes me growing up! Emotion , this is troublesome before doing things… But , these days , I feel self-growth about swift programming. I can ’ t make APP from zero , but I can copy-write & understand other people ’ s source codes. This is great growth for me. I copy-write calculator APP written on the textbook. I can ’ t write it by myself. Maybe it will takes 2-3 months to make some original APPs , it will faster than I expected. I started learning Swift 4 months ago , and it may be 120-160 hours which I spent , Some homepages and books tells it takes 200-300 hours to master Swift. I think it ’ s right , and it is more than 80-120 hours ( maybe 2-3 months ) to make my original APPs. I want to study faster… And I feel that it is no use about regrets which I didn ’ t start quickly.  3 steps for learning Swift! 1 ) Reading  iBooks on launch time by iPhone - 8 hours/a month 2 ) Reading textb...

2018/3/28. Fear has gone... I was captured by illusionary fear. This fear is made by my weakness. I hope I will get better life in near future. I cannot think as positive , but I feel relaxing now. Because life is to be happy & joyful. I thought my life is too important , but I am one of many many humans. I hope I am very unique & special , but I think everyone is as so. Thus , I am one of many many humans...

2018/3/28. Diary  What should I behave?  I need somewhere to run... I really want to escape from current work. But if I escape from working , I cannot live. I don ’ t have enough money to live... Ahhh... Changing job is not easy in Japan.  Perhaps it ’ s easy... Waiting for better things is not good answer... Ummm... Recently I am learning Swift programming , but the skill is not enough to make App. I need some months for learning. Maybe more than 6 months. I am not smart to get the skill fast. And I need money for leaving job. $10000... This money is for safety life. It will be enough to live for 6 months. The problem is short of programming skill & money. Okay... I hope the situation will go better. But I can change the situation , maybe... How should I change the situation? 1 ) Face on programming more seriously. 2 ) Save money. 3 ) Ready for changing job. Good grief... 

2018/3/27. North Korea  In the near future , North Korea and USA will talk about nuclear weapons & ICBM. North Korea ’ s answer will... 1 ) Have nuclear weapons & ICBM 2 ) Abandon nuclear weapons & ICBM 3 ) Other options 1 ) This will be very possible. 2 ) This will be low possible. 3 ) I think this answer is nonexistent. Yes or no will be there , because of time limits. North Korea can ’ t abandon weapons , because they are earning foreign money by weapons. If USA support money instead of abandoning , perhaps North Korea will abandon weapons. But the support by USA means that North Korea is under USA controls. China & Russia is behind North Korea , so the support will be disturbed by China & Russia. ( Just my one opinion ) North Korea will keep having & selling weapons under the controls of China & Russia.  1 ) Recently , North Korea started meeting with China. It seems the ready for negotiation break. 2 ) R...

2018/3/25. Hopeless border Borders between rich , middle & poor classes may be hopeless. There has been the borders between rich and middle , middle and poor. Now , the borders are vaguely in Japan. Perhaps only the border between middle and poor , is vaguely , because of decreasing the middle class.  I sometimes wonder that there is middle class or not. Perhaps middle class may be illusion. In old days , there was middle class , in these days , is there middle class? Thinking self as middle class is easy , but top riches don ’ t think them as middle class. The definition of middle class is very vaguely. #Just my one opinion  The borders between rich and middle is like IQ150 and IQ120. I think IQ120 peoples know that there are upper IQ people , so their attacking targets will be peoples under IQ120. So IQ120 peoples see them as middle class by themselves. It ’ s free to tell them as middle class.  Writing back about hopeless border... ...

2018/3/22.  Advertisement in the future I think that shopping advertisement will use customers ’ location information with connecting  customers ’ information. It means that if we walk in the city , pop-up advertisement will appear in our devices or shop-displays. Location information , credit score & class of customers will be connected by big IT company , for example Google , Amazon & Facebook. This future seems near. I thought IT company were on the illusion infrastructure , INTERNET. But internet is collecting customers ’ information. One people said that INTERNET is already thinking just like human. I think so , too. The internet seems living , and collecting human ’ s all information. Networks are only lines which connects point and point. But one day , networks wakes up , and it will be brain-like. And networks which is brain-like , will control points. Points lose power and networks get power. Information flow controls informatio...

2018/3/21. Common market ethics  Common market ethics is designed by the lowest participant ’ s ethics. Market has a lot of participants , and there must be rules made by common ethics. But this rules will be designed by lowest participant ’ s ethics under limitless freedom. Bad coins drives out good coins... I feel that insiders’ deals are never ending... #I am reading “ What money can ’ t buy ” written by Michael Sandel in Japanese edition.

2018/3/18. Amazon: Slice gains , many customers & big data... ; This too big company... I feel a little scary of the future which Amazon will make. Amazon just like the salmon which is raising the river from downstream. Downstream means retailer.  Virtual retailer is only amazon , now. And next , real retailers will be targets. Makers & real retailers are losing their gains by amazon. If amazon makes & controls main logistics , the game will be over. Because I think that the flow of information controls information , the flow of people controls people , the flow of money controls money and the flow of things controls things ( Just my opinion ) .  We can ’ t live without things... Amazon will control the flow of things , main logistics... Now , amazon has bigger power than small government has. Amazon ’ s total sales is bigger than small country ’ s GDP. https://www.statista.com/statistics/266282/annual-net-revenue-of-amazoncom/

2018/3/18. GDPR: General Data Protection Regulation ; Maybe big impact! https://www.eugdpr.org/eugdpr.org.html I don ’ t know details of GDPR , but it will be big impact for current internet.  Amazon or some big companies will be affected. Customers information which is not appeared on balance sheets , is important asset for company. ( Looking only balance sheets is dangerous to invest , I think. ) #I met other Mensa members yesterday , and I felt something important things are happening by SNS. SNS is connecting people who couldn ’ t meet. This thing will do something impact to traditional society.