The Spider’s Thread Background I recalled one story “The Spider’s Thread” by Ryūnosuke Akutagawa. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Spider's_Thread This story tells us about to save only his/herself is bad things. My idea This story can apply everything in our minds. Developed countries have/had tried to save only own countries. Developed countries provided fake help to developing countries for maintaining advanced position. In 21st century, the way is no use. Now, Global South appears.
2018/8/31 Why did I want success? I read one Medium blog , and realized the reason why I wanted success. Lack of confidence is it! Having confidence was/is difficult task for me. When I lost confidence , I wanted success. This is from some minds. 1 ) Revenge mind: to someone or something 2 ) Anger: to myself 3 ) Pride: I couldn ’ t admit my fault 4 ) Pride: I could do better Having these minds is normal action , but I was caught by them too much. I needed success for protecting my minds. But what is confidence? There are some answers , but I think it is something which makes people strong. If confidence is weak , people seems weak. So confidence may be relatively thing , not absolutely thing. And it is decided by relationship between people and people , or people and problems. Confidence is decided by power relationships. People who has strong confidence , may prefer to bury others. ( I don ’ t need such confidence. ) And I realized that why