2019/4/23. Mismatch with my colleagues(Japanese)…
I think there is too big mismatch between I and normal Japanese.
I prefer going home when my task ends.
But normal Japanese prefer stay in the office until late.
And they dislike me because I don’t care about going home earlier than them.
Of course, I don’t care. But they dislike me.
So they didn’t call me for their party.
The tragedy is not calling me, but the fact that I noticed it all.
If I am not smart, I don’t notice it and they speaks ill of me in their party.
And I don’t prefer the peoples who dislike me. It’s normal.
My previous colleague disliked me by similar reason.
So the relationship between I and normal Japanese is bad.
Honestly, I want to escape from Japan. Because I don’t like normal Japanese.
I realized that they dislike me, and I dislike them. This is true.
By the way, WW3 will happen. And Japan will fight with Korea, China and Russia.
Before the war begins, I want to leave from Japan. I hope my escaping will succeed.