2018/8/31 Why did I want success? I read one Medium blog , and realized the reason why I wanted success. Lack of confidence is it! Having confidence was/is difficult task for me. When I lost confidence , I wanted success. This is from some minds. 1 ) Revenge mind: to someone or something  2 ) Anger: to myself  3 ) Pride: I couldn ’ t admit my fault  4 ) Pride: I could do better  Having these minds is normal action , but I was caught by them too much. I needed success for protecting my minds. But what is confidence? There are some answers , but I think it is something which makes people strong. If confidence is weak , people seems weak. So confidence may be relatively thing , not absolutely thing. And it is decided by relationship between people and people , or people and problems. Confidence is decided by power relationships. People who has strong confidence , may prefer to bury others. ( I don ’ t need such confidence. )   ...

2018/8/29. AWS I ’ ll go to Linux school from next week... I will learn about Linux servers for 3 months.  I think this school doesn ’ t help my job. But I go to school for my hobby. I am interested in AWS ( Amazon web service ) . AWS is main for future servers. I want my own server , but it ’ s difficult only by myself. And home servers has some risks and needs costs. Future plans ( Hobby & Small incomes ) 1 ) Web game on AWS 2 ) iOS/macOS app with AWS 3 ) Automatic investment systems on AWS These 3 plans needs knowledge of Linux servers. And I read about Java language news. Java language will be paid language. I didn ’ t know it , so I thought learning Java was good choice. I was wrong... And learning Swift language first is right judgement.

2018/8/27.  Difficult to make 3rd app… It ’ s difficult to make my 3rd app. Because I lost passion for iOS apps. And my interest moves to PHP ( Server side programming language ) . Swift is good language for perfect beginners. I learned a lot from it. But it ’ s for iOS/macOS only. I need another computer language. PHP is popular language for Web service. I feel small fear for my future. But now is the rest time for my life. I have 3 projects ( I decided them by myself ) for the future.  1 ) Being Japanese/English bilingual.  2 ) Being computer programmer. 3 ) Being investor. Each projects ’ goal is earning money wherever I live in.  Project 1 ) is good processing. I started this  from 3 years ago. I got 720 points in English test TOEIC. It ’ s not so high as native English ( 900- ) user , but I got higher score than last time. This result shows very good. Maybe this project needs 2 more years. Project 2 ) is beginn...

2018/8/21. English , programming & investment:What to learn Learning English ( or another language for natives ) stimulates my brain a lot. And English skill helped my previous job. Also it helps when I am making iPhone ’ s apps and studying investment. And being Japanese & English bilingual seems smart. Programming skill is very useful for thinking. It helps me to think as flowing. And making app is simply fun. Investment will be important incomes and assets. And learning investment helps watching newspapers from another viewpoint. 

2018/8/19. Is my environment let or var? I am learning programming language Swift for 10 months. And my environment is changing a lot. I taught it was fixed when I worked for one company. But it was not.  After I was fired , I released my 2 apps. They are downloaded a little. There are some reasons as so.  Important point is not the numbers of downloads. I can change my environment by myself. I couldn ’ t make apps in last year. This is very big surprise. And I realize that my environment is var ( variable ), not let ( constant ) . Coding empowers me...

2018/8/15.  Next apps and goal I will make next apps , and I will sell them free until I can make paid apps. My goal is earning by my apps. Maybe it takes 8 more apps till I can make paid apps. And my 3rd app… I will make “ finance tables ” app.

2018/8/15. Yeah! My second app is ready for sale! It took long time for my second app. I am not good programmer , but my second app , I made this from 0. I will learn more about user interface. I need Apple ’ s review , because I can be better programmer by it.

2018/8/13.  I did it!!! (Maybe...) Applying for iPhone & iPad , I make 2 storyboards. But it ’ s not enough! Info.plist is the important key!!! Changing Main storyboard file base name ( iPhone ) &  Main storyboard file base name ( iPad ) is important!!! Former is Main , and latter is Main_iPad!!!

2018/8/11. Resilience:Trade war ; It ’ s economic! Trade war , this is 21st century ’ s traditional war , economic war. A lot of medias focus on USA vs China , but it is not right. “ USA vs the others ” is right. China government ’ s reaction seems to be based on game theory & AI ’ s answers. Attacking as same as the enemy attacked. ( My expectations ) Balanced situation between USA vs China will be kept for 6 months till January 2019.  In January 2019 - February 2019 , big bank ( City bank , I think ) in USA will be bankrupt. Then the whole world will fall into bad Economy. Resilience of economy , China is bigger than USA. So China recover for the first from bad economy. USA can ’ t keep their strongest army in the world , so army withdrawing will start.  The blank spaces will be filled with China army. And then China will be king in the world. #I hope that USA keeps being the king of world...

2018/8/11. How to make my app for both iPhone and iPad? I am searching methods for applying both iPhone and iPad. I know it ’ s no meaning. Because I made my app only for iPhone. But I have to apply both iPhone and iPad. And it ’ s the rule by Apple. I feel bad about this rule , and I think that I have to search solutions for it. So I am doing something with bad feeling. While writing this blog , I started rethinking about this problem... If I can solve this problem , I will be better programmer. If I can be better programmer , I can make apps more quickly. Okay... I try to solve this problem... 

2018/8/10. My new app is in review! I fixed my app which I tried to make in past. I restart creating apps. I think the game iPhone vs Android will end in soon. Android will win. App Store has hard review , android has only machine review. Bad coins drive out good coins.  Riches will use iPhone , normal people will use android , and developers will use both of them.  ( T_T ) In addition , I will go to school for learning Linux servers from next month for 3 months. While going school , I will stop creating apps , and I will focus on learning Linux!

2018/8/5. North Korea:Being messenger from China government  North Korea doesn ’ t throw the nuclear weapons... I know it...  Behind North Korea , there are China & Russia... So North Korea doesn ’ t need support from USA in this time. Candy and wheat , candy ( USA ’ s support ) is no use. Wheat , economic sanctions , are opening gradually in dark side. North Korea ’ s next target is withdrawing from US army in South Korea. This target includes multiple purposes. Being higher security for Chinese capital city , Beijing and North Korea. US army in South Korea is knifes which turns to China & North Korea ’ s throats. So they try to pull out it without war. NK may aim to be negotiator between USA and China government. So NK will contact with President Trump directory. NK will act like a messenger from China government. The cards , US army in South Korea & economic war to China , may be combined to one. China government gives up economic...

2018/8/4. Lenses  What is perfect or problem? Trying to find perfect or problem , good or bad , 1 or 0 , becomes accelerator or braking pedal when I see myself. When I ask to myself how I should behave ,   my emotions become gas pedal or braking pedal. Gas pedal or braking pedal are optimistic or pessimistic in other words. There are intermediate things between situation judging and emotional feeling. The intermediate things are called as images. Images are products from past experiences. They are useful for quick judgement , so many people prefer to use images. Images become solid as they use for many times. Then images become lenses. These lenses are just like common senses in original culture. But these lenses are to rewrite when I want to change myself. These lenses are barriers. Lenses are results from past emotions and judgment.  How can I rewrite my lenses? Focusing on current emotions is one answer. When I reminded past probl...

2018/8/3.  Gold: How to invest? Gold prices is dropping , now $1207/1oz. Jim Rogers wrote that he wanted to buy gold under $1000/1oz. I am reading about the book about gold investing. The author wrote that the mining cost is raising.  Because the gold which mining cost was cheap , is depleted. Mining cost is $1600/1oz now. And developers is stopping mining because the market price is lower than it. So the gold is to invest. But how? The author recommends some ways. 1 ) Bar  2 ) ETF 3 ) Coin Gold bar is expensive and if shop is far , this is difficult. But this is good way. ETF is easy to buy. But the author cautioned that confirming the ETF is exchangeable to real gold or not.  Coin is easy to buy. But coin ’ s price includes its design fee. So little expensive to invest.